i miss who i thought he was,
i knew that he loved me, that he cared so much about me,
so much to the point that his jealousy was over the top,
and sometimes he had controlling problems.
but he is a great guy, he really is. amazing even.
i took my time, i thought he would change some of his ways.
i never wanted to change him, only his actions.
cuz love isn't just about feeling, it's about 'doing' too.
but you constantly tried to change who i am,
and sometimes i felt so lost.
so yes, i did wait for you
for the guy that i first fell in love with to come back
but you didn't, you were too busy being mad and upset at me
and yeah i fucked up too but i was upfront and honest.
i did my best to reach out and give you time to think things over.
like i said, i knew u loved me so much. it's so obvious.
but u didn't say anything,
silence is an answer as well you know,
and that is why i left you.
im sorry i cannot cook well
im sorry i cannot sew
im sorry my hair isnt silky soft
im sorry im addicted to my phone
and lastly, im sorry i could not make you happy.
you will always have a place in my heart,
and i will always be there for you as a friend.
i keep thinking about all the great times we had
and im starting to miss it, but im not going back.
im sorry.
