sweet trance
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うおっし 心の中で いっぱーい泣きましたゅーぼｎは 恋をし続けるlove as if you've never been hurt
ゅーぼｎは 恋をし続ける
love as if you've never been hurt ]]>
恋愛2009-11-19T23:56:50+09:00あひるFC2-BLOG
http://mybzm.blog44.fc2.com/blog-entry-1095.html
how to be taken seriously it is very hard not to be taken seriously i had no idea that all this time i was 'that' girl 'that' girl on the side no wonder he was being so shady its very hurtful i have been 'that' girl a few times. and im the only one who doesn't realize it until it's too late. i don't mess with married men. i didn't know i was with a man who already had a fiance. everything makes so much sense now,why he was
i had no idea that all this time i was 'that' girl 'that' girl on the side
no wonder he was being so shady
its very hurtful
i have been 'that' girl a few times.
and im the only one who doesn't realize it until it's too late.
i don't mess with married men.
i didn't know i was with a man who already had a fiance.
everything makes so much sense now, why he was acting this way,that way, why he only invited me at night, why.........tons of things. it all completely makes sense.
i feel so sorry for your wife-to-be that she's going to have such an unfaithful husband
karma's a bitch so take good care of yourself
im glad a trusted my instincts, but wow i am so down ]]>
恋愛2009-11-19T23:47:09+09:00あひるFC2-BLOG
http://mybzm.blog44.fc2.com/blog-entry-1094.html
wait for you i miss who i thought he was,i knew that he loved me, that he cared so much about me,so much to the point that his jealousy was over the top,and sometimes he had controlling problems.but he is a great guy, he really is. amazing even.i took my time, i thought he would change some of his ways.i never wanted to change him, only his actions.cuz love isn't just about feeling, it's about 'doing' too.but
i knew that he loved me, that he cared so much about me, so much to the point that his jealousy was over the top, and sometimes he had controlling problems. but he is a great guy, he really is. amazing even. i took my time, i thought he would change some of his ways. i never wanted to change him, only his actions. cuz love isn't just about feeling, it's about 'doing' too. but you constantly tried to change who i am, and sometimes i felt so lost.
so yes, i did wait for you for the guy that i first fell in love with to come back but you didn't, you were too busy being mad and upset at me and yeah i fucked up too but i was upfront and honest. i did my best to reach out and give you time to think things over. like i said, i knew u loved me so much. it's so obvious. but u didn't say anything, silence is an answer as well you know, and that is why i left you.
im sorry i cannot cook well im sorry i cannot sew im sorry my hair isnt silky soft im sorry im addicted to my phone and lastly, im sorry i could not make you happy.
you will always have a place in my heart, and i will always be there for you as a friend.
i keep thinking about all the great times we had and im starting to miss it, but im not going back. im sorry. ]]>
恋愛2009-11-06T19:47:56+09:00あひるFC2-BLOG
http://mybzm.blog44.fc2.com/blog-entry-1093.html
moving on it's okay, it's really okaycuz i had so much fun during the time i was with himyeah the last 2 weeks were really rockybut before that, the 4 months we had together was total blissand i thank him for making my life enjoyable and fun and just amazing.i was so so happy and love him for that.and who knows what's waiting for me in the future.even now, i am having a lot of fun and am greatful for every
cuz i had so much fun during the time i was with him yeah the last 2 weeks were really rocky but before that, the 4 months we had together was total bliss and i thank him for making my life enjoyable and fun and just amazing. i was so so happy and love him for that.
and who knows what's waiting for me in the future. even now, i am having a lot of fun and am greatful for every second that i am living. it may sound like total bullshit, but hey why not bullshit and laugh at it?
the only thing i know is that whoever, whoever is most compatible with him will make him the happiest man ever, and she will be the happiest girl ever and that's all that matters
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恋愛2009-11-06T18:15:41+09:00あひるFC2-BLOG
http://mybzm.blog44.fc2.com/blog-entry-1092.html
love ain't so pure so im like wtf?i took this weekend off, even though were shit busy.like shit shit busy im about to shit on the floor busy.we just opened up our own store, everybody's all over the place,and here i am on sunday waking up and just chillin....i should be workin.you can be a dickhead sometimesand i can be a bitch sometimesbut i don't regret the way i am. i am who i am - as you said dude.you're telling
i took this weekend off, even though were shit busy. like shit shit busy im about to shit on the floor busy. we just opened up our own store, everybody's all over the place, and here i am on sunday waking up and just chillin....i should be workin.
you can be a dickhead sometimes and i can be a bitch sometimes but i don't regret the way i am. i am who i am - as you said dude.
you're telling me not to go out late? you're making me keep promises just so you can feel like a man and be in control? naaaaa it don't work that way i don't care how much ur family and time means to you if you've decided to commit, then fuckin commit.
i may be young but this mind speaks for itself im not ur typical oriental flower that's gona say yes to everythin.
learn. just, fuckin learn.
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so i went to work for a lil bit last night, just to see how everybody was doing. all good. i went to the main store to pick up sum stuff. mr. dolce came by my house to check my papers for my interview on thurs. lookin good! oh yeahhh. im gona do my best to get this job. i want it so bad.......i wanna make my team the very best in the NE region. no joke. my component is a strong one comin from CC. she's got 5 more years than me in education and she's like 30? sooooooooo it's either a 20yr old who graduated high school just last year or a 30yr old black chick who has a BA and learned management while i was crushing on some 8th grader.
they should just hire 2. just. hire. 2. duh ]]>
恋愛2009-10-18T10:39:12+09:00あひるFC2-BLOG
http://mybzm.blog44.fc2.com/blog-entry-1091.html
dear my best friend ゅーぼんは感謝してるいっぱーーーーい話を聞いてくれていっぱーーーーいアドバイスをくれていっぱーーーーーい時間をくれた。他にする事ゃやりたい事、あったと思うのにそれでもゅーぼんに付き合ってくれた！リー君と今仲直りできてもっと愛が深まる事ができたの、一人でじゃとてもできなかった。リー君に会ってくれてぁりがとう、それがゅーぼｎにとってどんだヶ大きな事だったヵ！すんごい すんっごく嬉しい。ゅーぼん、空を飛
いっぱーーーーい話を聞いてくれて いっぱーーーーいアドバイスをくれて いっぱーーーーーい時間をくれた。 他にする事ゃやりたい事、あったと思うのに それでもゅーぼんに付き合ってくれた！ リー君と今仲直りできてもっと愛が深まる事ができたの、 一人でじゃとてもできなかった。 リー君に会ってくれてぁりがとう、 それがゅーぼｎにとってどんだヶ大きな事だったヵ！ すんごい すんっごく嬉しい。 ゅーぼん、空を飛べるくらい嬉しいの！
シャンプーの匂い ハーバルエッセンス たくましい体系 落ち着きます 今日も おやすみなさい ]]>
恋愛2009-09-09T21:32:29+09:00あひるFC2-BLOG
http://mybzm.blog44.fc2.com/blog-entry-1084.html
i just know one thing whoever becomes his wifewill be the luckiest girl in the whole world
will be the luckiest girl in the whole world ]]>
日常2009-08-30T15:33:03+09:00あひるFC2-BLOG
http://mybzm.blog44.fc2.com/blog-entry-1083.html
すまいる 笑顔っていいよねゆうきに向かって 笑ってくる頑張ってウインクしてくる ちょっとへたくそだヶどゆうきを見て 嬉しそうな顔をしてくる大好きだよって 幸せそうに言うゆうきといて幸せ？ハッピー感じる？リー君いつもそんな風に手を伸ばしてくる隣にいるだけで そんなに幸せでハッピーになっちゃうのヵ。それを見ることができるのってすっごい すっご～～～～～～い幸せな事だね
ゆうきに向かって 笑ってくる 頑張ってウインクしてくる ちょっとへたくそだヶど